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I haven’t been eating properly and not surprisingly that’s gotten me sick.

I just don’t like food as much as I used to.

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showslow:

Julien Palast, Skin Deep

(Source: showslow)

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What do I have to say as an artist?

Nothing. Because all I have ever experienced is nothingness.

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actegratuit:

The Fourth Soil, 1/5, 

Denuded, 1/3,

Miss Aniela

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I am trying to write a screenplay but I am too damn horny to think and I want to masturbate but they’re holding a public mass just across the street and it is really uncomfortable to jerk off hearing people chant the name of Jesus Christ just outside my window.

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I can tell how easy it can be to get addicted to something at this point in people’s lives.

Uni has been getting harder, and harder, and harder. I don’t really mind though, it is supossed to be stimulating, but it is getting on the way of my almost non-existent social life. It seems like the few friends I have (or had) have grown tired of my excessively tight schedule and my incompetence to maintain any kind of relationships.

Anxiety isn’t nearly as bad as it used to be though. Not since I started going to the gym; Working out has filled all those dark spaces in my brain with endorphins.

However, I think I’ve become somewhat dependant of those endorphins;  Last week I barely had time to eat, and for the same reason I couldn’t hit the gym. I wouldn’t stop thinking about all the exercises I wasn’t doing, about the weights I wasn’t lifting… It made me quite anxious.

This got me thinking… Maybe that’s my lifesaver? Like other people have cigarettes, drugs, bubblegum… Things that keep us from going insane.

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(Source: lost-moonlight)

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Whoops, I’m outta friends.

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