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Lately, I’ve been having the urge to read the horoscope every day before I leave home; It makes me feel like I’ve lost control over my life, but at the same time it kinda gives me this false feeling of comfort… I don’t know how I trick myself into thinking that maybe "THIS TIME" it will be right, and all the wonderful things it foretells will actually come true.

I’ve become such a parody of myself.

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Blackout.

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Maybe… Maybe you’re right. Maybe I have never really known love, only neurosis.

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En Mérida entendí qué era lo que había estado buscando toda mi vida, eso que
hasta ahora se me hacía imposible imaginar. Es curioso… días antes de irme
de viaje escribía sobre eso, sobre el salir a buscar, todos los días, algo
que no tenía nombre o siquiera forma en mi mente.

En Mérida dejé algo que me pesaba en el alma, algo que no me hacía falta,
algo que me anclaba, algo que era necesario olvidar. También escribía sobre
eso poco antes de tomar el autobús, y me alegra haber documentado esos
sentimientos, porque ahora se sienten lejanos y ajenos a los que me abrazan
hoy.

En Mérida aprendí sobre la confianza, el amor, y la amistad. Realmente,
todos son esquejes de la misma planta, planta que a veces hay que mantener
con paciencia y dedicación, planta que a veces florece espontáneamente…

En Mérida alguien me dijo que era interesante conocer a una persona con
tanto amor por la vida. Me aferraré a esas palabras el resto de mi vida.
Ojalá las hubiese escuchado tiempo atrás, pero sé que en el futuro no me
faltarán.

Célebraré el presente, y caminaré por las calles de Caracas, por primera
vez, consciente lo que busco.

Es extraño y excitante el saber que ya nada nunca será igual…

"Para ti", para ustedes, para Mérida.
Gracias.

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Also…uhm… I went on a date today.

It is so weird to actually meet someone who might be remotely interested in me?????????????????????????????????????????????

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I don’t know why I haven’t had the imperative necessity to document my life the way I used to… Lots of good things have happened lately though. So, hurray for me!

2014 is proving to be a true year of transformation for my life, and I like that. 

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A Virgin’s Suicide series.

I got a new camera! So, naturally, the first thing I did with it was to take some pictures of myself.

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avalonprand:

morphology and density

avalonprand:

morphology and density

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When I first saw this photo posted on Facebook, it shocked me…
I had just realized I was part of something. And I AM part of something. I am part of a team, and I am a valuable part of it.
For the first time in my life I don’t feel insignificant. Those are my peers, and they are my equals. 
:’)

When I first saw this photo posted on Facebook, it shocked me…

I had just realized I was part of something. And I AM part of something. I am part of a team, and I am a valuable part of it.

For the first time in my life I don’t feel insignificant. Those are my peers, and they are my equals. 

:’)

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If senpai didn’t notice me today while wearing that tight swimsuit, I should really just give up (┛◉Д◉)┛彡┻━┻ .

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